My mind as it is

Nung isang araw lang,nangangarag sa mga

gawaing dayuhan ang umaani

Pero bakit ngayon,ako’y inaantok sa malamig na tabi

Naghahanao ng trabaho

Papindot-pindot sa kompyuter ko

Tinititigan ng bonggang bongga

ang mga dibuhong inakda

Kamalas-malasan naman,

Kaibigang kompyuter ay nag-hang

Ano na lang ang gagawin, pampuno sa oras na bilang

Natapos na ang Harry Potter audibooks 6 & 7,

Pati ang Twilight audiobooks saga.

Ngayon ay nakasimangot na lang sa zune kong dati ay nagpapaligaya.

Ubos ko na ang nesvita sa tasa

Tinawag na rin ako sa kubeta

Naghihikab ngunit di makainom ng kape

Kasi pinagbawal ni doktora

Kahapon lamang noong tanghalian

Ang pagtatapos ng Return to Ravenhearst ay nasaksihan

there’s this feeling of uneasiness,a feeling of helplessness.yet there will come a time that u will realize the truth.yes,it’s hard at first but when u get the hang of it,it will eventually be a blur,a situation u’ve been before,a moment when u thought u were the happiest.
right in the middle of ur thoughts,u will realize things are not always what they seem.things u thought were real,turns out to be hallucinations.hard to accept,yet surviving that part of u may be the only thing for u to do…they aren’t real,they aren’t there,wake up…see the future ahead…then sleep again in silence

Not all people can understand the way I am…

Some may hate me, while some will love.

But for all of these, I still love the way I am coz I dont want to pretend as someone just to flatter anyone…

living is not easy,if not done with humor.living is not easy if not done with love. living is not easy if not done with GOD.

so live your life as if it’s your last.love as if there’s no tomorrow.

pray as if GOD He is your sole friend.Amen.

reasons are for those who cannot mean what they say and cannot say what they mean. excuses,excuses…a lot of them exists…aren’t you getting tired of it?

tagal na huh….

matagal na rin since huli ako ng-update ng aking blog…y? kc nasira ko ang pc dito sa bahay…kinailangan ko pang mg-rent sa internet shops para lang mgka-access sa emails etc ko.

nway…busy ang work…ok lang kc yumayaman naman sa steel detailing…hehehe.

Steel detailing is difficult…lalo na sa mga taong sinusuka ang math (isa na ko dun) nga lang…sa hirap ng buhay ngayon,kelangan marunong din mgtyga.

i can say that this work and this office gave me too much…in so many ways… i met new friends,lost some,found someone,then lost din,earned money, then lost some too…the works talaga.

when i leave this office,i’m sure i will cry a lot of tears…i will leave with many memories…not exactly happy memories…basta memories that i wont forget…

If you talk,do you think i would listen?

If you cry,would i heed your call?

If you laugh,would i be happy?

If you suffer,should we both fall?

Should i keep my distance from you

Should i wake up & pretend i dont know you?

Do i have to hear your thoughts and songs?

Do i have to know where you belong?

Doesn,t matter…you’re far

Can,t see your distant star….

Haaayyy…..pag inlove ka…sobrang nakakaloka…..

I wish i could fly

and if i do,i’ll do it do high

then,i wont see u

and i’ll smile

i’ll forget ur name

your laughter and ur face

All there is to see is the blue sky

A canvas of eternal gaze

Looking down,the serene sea

The warm sand,the cool trees

The butterflies all in flight

A comfort sight to me

Would it be nice if i could fly

and build my own palace in the sky?

I’d rather live up therein solitude

Than stare at you here where

I placed you so high…

ever wondered why people would sometimes say they miss u so much pero ang totoo…pahangin lang un?pwede namang wag na lang nilang sbhin na namimiss ka nila…kelangan pang mgsinungaling?ano un…just to please u?nway…next time tlga…i’ll post my poems here 4 my friends to read (paging cheryl)actually si che ang ngsabing ilagay ko nga dito ung mga ginagawa ko.

haaayyyy che…may mga tao tlgang irritants sa buhay…sana nga lang marealize na ng taong un ang buhay ng iba ay di dpat pkialaman pa nya…tsk tsk tsk…so serious….jam on rockefellers!

bakit ganito ang mundo… punong-puno ng cynical na tao… bakit ako ganito…isip ng isip ng dahilan… e cynical din ako…. wag epal…ganito talaga ako….cant change…hehehe